When you go on holiday, you enjoy it. That's for the first week until you realise how damn bored you become. When school comes around, it's like God's gift or something. It saves your ass from an eternity of chronic boredom. Man, this just makes me realise how good school is. I've heard other people say that school is the best part of your life. Everything is easier. From meeting friends to learning things. I'm starting to think that they might be right.
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Monday, January 9, 2012
Feeling Down hour
I don't know about anyone else, but it seems that everyday at around 4PM I start to get tired and start feeling REALLY melancholy. Like, Here Comes the Sun but to a more extreme level. It's a really weird feeling. Like time and space slow down or something. It's around this time of the day that I sit down, start listening to kinda melancholy music and draw idly for a while until there's someone to talk to. I'm not super sure but it's a bit of an enjoyable feeling sitting there while some magical cosmic energy makes you feel like time has turned into a long tunnel or something. That's as close as I can get to describing the feeling of melancholy. A happy mixed with sadness that stretches for eternity. I'm so poetic. I need to be paid for this.
The music I listen to during this time usually heavily influences my drawing. Kinda in an artistic way. Like if I listened to metal, I wouldn't start drawing fake religious symbols or anything but more sharpness would be there. And I usually just listen to the same song 30 times until I finish my drawing because it's kinda dragging on like the melancholy feeling, I usually find listening to another song breaks my concentration during this time anyway. It's almost like the song is the carrier of this melancholy afternoon energy.
Recently, I've been listening to some BigBang stuff.You know k-pop right? I shouldn't even ask that question. Wow... Kids react to k-pop got me a bit annoyed at some of the kids. But I'm naive and biased as s*** so don't take my anger seriously. Especially "Love Song" and "Haru Haru" (the latter of which is telling a sad story too) over and over again. It adds to the melancholy and also stabilizes it.
The melancholy feeling usually ends after a while, around 5:30 - 7PM but I'm feeling a bit melancholy just by writing this. I feel like I have so much more to say and explain, but I'll just end it here before I start writing forever on a never ending story.
The music I listen to during this time usually heavily influences my drawing. Kinda in an artistic way. Like if I listened to metal, I wouldn't start drawing fake religious symbols or anything but more sharpness would be there. And I usually just listen to the same song 30 times until I finish my drawing because it's kinda dragging on like the melancholy feeling, I usually find listening to another song breaks my concentration during this time anyway. It's almost like the song is the carrier of this melancholy afternoon energy.
Recently, I've been listening to some BigBang stuff.
The melancholy feeling usually ends after a while, around 5:30 - 7PM but I'm feeling a bit melancholy just by writing this. I feel like I have so much more to say and explain, but I'll just end it here before I start writing forever on a never ending story.
Saturday, January 7, 2012
Why do people watch dramas and reality TV shows?
This was a question that I used to ask myself alot. Like, "Why would you bother? You have your own life to worry about and everything." and "It's so boring! A nice Bruce Willis movie is much better." It probably wasn't until this year that I realized why people watch dramas and reality TV shows. People that don't watch these shows will say it's because we want to live someone else's life or something. But it sure doesn't feel like that when I watch them.
It's something more like, there is a story here to be told and since it involves real people that are not completely scripted (and therefor feel organic). With cameras filming real people, it's not like reading a book where you know when it ends and when you need to start feeling disappointed because it's ending.
Also, watching the people in reality TV is just like watching/reading your favorite story but in super detailed form. For example, if you're some guy who's addicted to Harry Potter, you'd want to watch what he does in his average day right? Not just a shortened version with only the important stuff but also the stuff in between, like him talking to his pals and having a great time or whatever makes you happy as an addicted fan.
Once you start empathizing with the characters, you start kindof living through them. Not in the sense that you want their life but you want to enjoy the same good times that they had with their friends and so on.
I mean, what's better? A. Watching a movie or B. Watching a whole television series of your favorite characters having fun and chilling out
It's a bit like how you watch a movie and then, after a while you start liking the actor more than the movie (but if you're a cult follower of the movie, your most likely next stage is fanfiction *shudder* and then eventually, character shipping *really big shudder*) Then you start looking up background info on that actor/actress and then you become so obsessed with them that you wish you knew EVERYTHING about that person (which is when you start looking at reality TV shows).
In many cases, this can lead to an obsession so absolute that you want to be them (and to an extent you want to believe it too). Terrible to say, but its something that the fans can't control. If you're naturally like that, the best thing to do is just to keep away from it.
hehe. LUCKLY for me, the more I watch reality TV shows of things I like, the less I become obsessed with it because I see the underlayer of the outside superstar and I'm like "Yeah...not as awesome as the outside suggests..."
I guess another reason people like to watch dramas and reality TV is that, straight up, it provides you and your pals something to gossip about like the gossipy gits you are. Now, I've never had that delightful chance before but I imagine that it would be a rather addictive conversation that could drag on for hours until the next episode airs. It's also a quick way to make friends if you both watch the same show.
But for whatever your strange reason for liking dramas/reality TV shows are, you have to admit. They're damn addictive and kinda hard to stop watching. Kinda? I mean freaking damn hard.
It's something more like, there is a story here to be told and since it involves real people that are not completely scripted (and therefor feel organic). With cameras filming real people, it's not like reading a book where you know when it ends and when you need to start feeling disappointed because it's ending.
Also, watching the people in reality TV is just like watching/reading your favorite story but in super detailed form. For example, if you're some guy who's addicted to Harry Potter, you'd want to watch what he does in his average day right? Not just a shortened version with only the important stuff but also the stuff in between, like him talking to his pals and having a great time or whatever makes you happy as an addicted fan.
Once you start empathizing with the characters, you start kindof living through them. Not in the sense that you want their life but you want to enjoy the same good times that they had with their friends and so on.
I mean, what's better? A. Watching a movie or B. Watching a whole television series of your favorite characters having fun and chilling out
It's a bit like how you watch a movie and then, after a while you start liking the actor more than the movie (but if you're a cult follower of the movie, your most likely next stage is fanfiction *shudder* and then eventually, character shipping *really big shudder*) Then you start looking up background info on that actor/actress and then you become so obsessed with them that you wish you knew EVERYTHING about that person (which is when you start looking at reality TV shows).
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| C'mon, I don't watch that! Puh lees. What do you think I am? |
hehe. LUCKLY for me, the more I watch reality TV shows of things I like, the less I become obsessed with it because I see the underlayer of the outside superstar and I'm like "Yeah...not as awesome as the outside suggests..."
I guess another reason people like to watch dramas and reality TV is that, straight up, it provides you and your pals something to gossip about like the gossipy gits you are. Now, I've never had that delightful chance before but I imagine that it would be a rather addictive conversation that could drag on for hours until the next episode airs. It's also a quick way to make friends if you both watch the same show.
But for whatever your strange reason for liking dramas/reality TV shows are, you have to admit. They're damn addictive and kinda hard to stop watching. Kinda? I mean freaking damn hard.
Friday, January 6, 2012
I'm sure stranger things have happened.
Not trying to be a domestic war journalist or something, but in this last hour all my farts have had a really peculiar smell. Like, it's something I can't quite describe. You know how normal fart smell like egg or something? Well my farts were something akin to egg that had been bleached and then soaked in kerosene. Actually, to be more precise it smells like something that hasn't been invented yet. Perhaps a smell that God didn't quite figure out when he was crafting us out of the vast emptiness. I better get a Nobel Peace Prize for solving any future conflicts about this smell.
This made perfect sense.
Battlefield 1942 theme on floppy drives [MrSolidSnake745]
MrSolidSnake745 's Youtube channel
Watch this, then realize exactly how bored you are.
It's pretty awesome anyway. Basically how it works is that [complicated stuff] makes the drive move at different speeds and thus, create different sounds. More drives for more layers of music.
Watch this, then realize exactly how bored you are.
It's pretty awesome anyway. Basically how it works is that [complicated stuff] makes the drive move at different speeds and thus, create different sounds. More drives for more layers of music.
Thursday, January 5, 2012
Attraction Levels (towards females, that is)
HUEHUEHUEHEUH...
This is how I grade attraction to females in my odd mind. I have four different categories and each one has 3 different ever shifting levels. There are Hot, Beautiful/Pretty (beautiful is leaning a bit towards "hot"), Cute, Personality.
I was totally going to make a proper chart for this but Im a major slacker, so I think that can come later.
AAnnd the stuff from "Pretty" is from a friend of mine, since I have no experience.
This is how I grade attraction to females in my odd mind. I have four different categories and each one has 3 different ever shifting levels. There are Hot, Beautiful/Pretty (beautiful is leaning a bit towards "hot"), Cute, Personality.
I was totally going to make a proper chart for this but Im a major slacker, so I think that can come later.
AAnnd the stuff from "Pretty" is from a friend of mine, since I have no experience.
| Categories: | Hot | Pretty | Cute | Personality |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| Level 1: | "Dayum!" | *Sigh...* | Awwww! | Talking non-stop |
| Level 2: | "I'd tap 'dat" | Sharing a cake | omg that's cute | REALLY good friends |
| Level 3: | *Writes new chapter in Karma Sutra* | Romantic kiss under midnight fireworks | KAWAII!1! ^_^ | I guess you could get married |
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| You know you want it... |
And I mean, totally, you could get married in any category but in terms of long lasting-ness, personality match is your best bet. And it is possible for someone to be in multiple categories, unless it's contradictory. Like, someone who is Kawaii and Karma Sutra level is kinda impossible. I mean, how will you be able to take them seriously in bed looking like Hamtaro?
Don't take this whole thing seriously though, listening to me talking about this is like believing the Samus Aran is a guy. Trust.
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